I am really stupid and crazy.

Very troubled with a lot of things recently...and Im always blogging when I'm in a very fustrated and confused state...oh wells, must blog it out. So firstly, the damned tuition grant thing is back to haunt me again. Why the hell is it not over wtf. I freaking passed the deadline and I dunno if I have already applied for tuition grant...I have no online registration or whatever leh wtf. What if in the end I still need to pay the full amount? Oh god my father's gonna kill me. I need to stop being so ignorant and stupid and clumsy and dumb and ugh. Why am I so stupid????? Why??????????? So clumy?! So dumb!!!! Be more responsible la idiot ugh.

Secondly, I dont know why I was in a really bad mood this afternoon. I freaking threw and broke a chair. For something rwealllly minor. Wth is wrong with me?!???! Sighzzz. And then there's school work. But for now the tuition grant thing is just (*^$%^$%^#&$%^& how how how how how how!????????!!!!